4clover_leaf

4clover leaf

2005-10-21T11:50:26Z

At my workplace now, boredom sets in again? haha..not too bad lar, on and off hav things to do, but there are times wen im free too! *smiles* i learned fr Flower Podder forum tt 4 clover leaf is said to bring gd luck (thus my username, hee). Newspaper has also reported it and upon viewing their webbie, i saw numerous testimonials fr customers tt hav received gd luck. It ranged fr striking 4D, getting a bf, r/s smooth sailing, studies good etc.

I wanted to use my first pay to get myself a Gucci/LV bag, but on second thought, tt can wait, thus i bought in total 6 clover leaf. Its for myself, my family as well as my precious. Their design ranges, size of the leaf also differs, including the shapes. After considering for so long, i bought the gold-plated ones in handphone strap for myself, mum and sis. As for the 3 other guys, i got them a keychain format, sth like those where u can put wif ur keys. Spent in total S$324.00! *faint*

For my mum and dad, hopefully they dun encounter hiccups in their work and no problems in health. For my sis, hopefully she'll be able to complete her degree and hav a smooth r/s. For my brother, hopefully he can be more sensible, study hard for his future, and also hav a smooth r/s. As for myself and my precious baby, hopefully a smooth r/s, being able to go thru all de obstacles tt he face in camp and finally grad fr OCS, and for me, a good day at work is all i ask for. Will it stil work since i said out all my wishes? oh no~

I know a place where the sun is like gold.
And the cherry blooms burst with snow;
And down underneath is the loveliest nook,
Where the four-leaf clovers grow.

One leaf is for hope, and one for faith.
And one is for love you know;
But God put another in for luck--
If you search, you will find where they grow.

But you must have hope, and you must have faith;
You must love and be strong' and so.
If you work, if you wait, you will find the place
Where the four-leaf clovers grow.

Isnt tt a wonderful poem?

*HOPE*FAITH*LOVE*LUCK* =)

4clover_leaf @ 2005-10-05T19:38:00

2005-10-21T11:41:33Z

Work's so stress
I have no rest
Bosses are always demanding
That is so irritating

I have to wear a smile
To walk many more miles
I look at our ring
And remember the way you sing

I didnt wan to see you go
I didnt wan to hear u say goodbye
I close my teary eyes
And wiped my tears dry

Without you where do I belong?
Without you how can I go on?
Tell me how am I supposed
To live my life without you

Thinking of you is all I can do
Loving you is what my heart feels.

-I MISS YOU BABY. *LOVE YOU*-

absence makes de heart fonder

2005-10-21T11:40:36Z

10/10 - 13/10
monday blues? ha..alrite lah :p work as usual was so-so, stil can cope (at de moment). headed down to bugis to mit dear's cousin on Tuesday, for dinner! *smiles* been quite awhile since we met up, so had pretty much to update each other on. hee. :P Claire decided to makan @ V8, so off we wen thr for our hungry tummies. =) afterwhich, we wen for a drink @ Starbucks, chilling on the couch seat. *comfy comfy*hehe. was a nice meet up, tokin bout work and life. and de ppl we meet! HAHA~ there's always weird ppl existing ard us yea. :) left bout 10pm, since both of us had to work de nex day. *sianified*

work and work and work. ha.. for de sake of $$ hur? LOL~ oh, was quite happy tt i got my pay aldy! hee, cos i missed out on de sep salary input, i tout i had to wait till de oct's one, which is on every 26th of de mth. tryin hard to survive wif wad i hav, earned fr SCB previously. heh.

this particular wk pass quite slowly tho. mayb cos nth much to occupy me wif, except for one of de day which i was really extra busy, cos my colleague wen on MC and i'd to cover her. *faint* it was a gd experience tho. cos i get to learn many many more things. *smiles* had to go for courses n courses n courses too...grr! n de talks sometimes really make me wanna snooze! *yawn* becoming more and more like a pig! *frown*

oh yea, it was also Ro's birthday! *Happy 20th birthday my dear gal* busy busy gal living in hostel now.. and only going home like once in 2 weeks! cos she's very much enjoying de life over there! glad to hear tt gal, study hard for ur exams ok! drop me a msg wen you're free to mit up, i bring along ur prezzie ok! *smiles*

14/10
aww Friday le! *happie* so glad tt i dun hav to work on Saturdays anymore. hehe. sometimes i get quite tired on Fridays too, but its like de only day tt i can mit up wif frens and tt de nex day i dun hav to work.., so i headed dwn to Bugis to mit June! *smiles* tis Joanne ah.. last min say cannot come. -.-"

anyway, guess whr we headed for dinner?? *drums rolls* ... V8! *double faint* oh my, my 3rd time in a week liao! WAH! :p treated her tis dinner, since she's been always paying stuff for me. *thank u so much gal* dinner was good :) was tellin her how 'weird' my colleague is.. sigh.. wad to do? i cant choose my colleagues rite? ha.. as long as she doesnt step on my toes, shouldnt hav any problems ba. i hope, at least.

we wen dwn to Starbucks for a drink after dinner, and started snapping some fotos. geez. we left at bout 10+, took a cab to home sweet home. *smiles* by de time i gt bk, brain dead liao. =( super shag, after a whole wk of work. zZzzz... it was a fruitful meet-up. catch up wif u again ok gal. meanwhile, do tk care alrite? any prob, jus gimme a call ya? :)

[i am missing u very very much ah dear! hee, tis precious one, forever mms-ing his act cute picture to me! *faint* it brings joy n laughter to my day tho. hehe. love u, muack!]

15/10
it is a Saturday..and i actually tout it was a wkday! woke up at 7am, tinkin ive to go to work! *faint* so i wen bk to slp after tt. LOL~ got up ard 11, prepared, den left hse to mit my precious one. thr were some delays, so i shopped ard @ Lot 1. bought 2 necklace, hee, love @ first sight. de salesgal was v friendly too. :) im getting sick of tt shopping centre tho! LOL~

met dear at bout 2+, drove dwn to town cos he commented tt its been long since we wen thr. heh heh, v true. :) for de sake of parking fees, we decided to parked at PS, den walked down. omg, my legs were screaming =( and dear cld tell me: "hm..tis walk is nth as compared to all my route marches.." ok win liao lor! haha~ it was so sunny somemore, buay tahan ah!

we walked all de way.. combed Wisma, Takashimaya, Cineleisure, Heerens, Plaza Sing. tt practically occupied us till evening. it was a wrong decision to go to Heerens. cos de Superstars were thr! haa.. wad a crowd! ppl pushing here n thr ah.. faint. dear was happy he saw de female DJ (which he calls her elfie gal cos look like elf, lol) thr tho. :p lunch was @ Marche, yummy yummy! dear treated me, cos he said i dun hav to put de P Plate anymore! geez. yea, its no big deal la.. hehe, i stil dun really noe how to park (like wad moude says..hmph), so quite bad hur? haa.

had fun shopping ard. seen more weird ppl. as in de dressing n their hair. LOL. dear wen ard tellin me.."eh u look at de ger over thr..", "eh u see this guy blah blah..".. haha! bought 2 shoes fr URS, open toed kind. June advised me nt to wear too often those covered shoes, not good for de feet. and me, i only hav like 1 open toe shoe (so far), not inculding slippers la.. so i got shou huo le! hehe. thanks for de advice gal! *smiles*

bought a Winnie the Pooh 'bowl', to put in my office! hehe.. to put sweets! wahahah~ love it to bits. =) *YAY*

dinner was @ Newton Circus. we missed de fishball stall thr. hehe. things change pretty fast hur, dey relocated liao. :/ so many renovations undergone. hmm.. afterwhich, we checked out some movie timings, but dun really fit our plan, so yup, no movies tis wkend! :)

drove to Suntec for short while. faint, we waited like half an hr for de parking space?? can break record ah! *SIAN* dear bought some stuffs fr Carrefour, and i wen to buy cakes fr Secret Recipe! hee, my colleague told me their cakes r pretty nice, and bcos its their anniversary or sth, slice cakes r going at buy 1 get 1 free, and whole cakes, are going at 50% disc! not bad a deal hur? go try it ya? *smiles*

[hope u liked de shirt i bought online for u dear.. it was meant to b a surprise, but it came a tad late cos of overseas delivery, sorry baby!]

16/10
aww its Sunday aldy! *sulks* woke dear up to go for MacDonalds breakfast. *happie* haven eaten their food for quite awhile! hehe. was on de way back..then it rained! *sob* tout it was a small rain.. but it rained practically de whole day! *cries* bah~

lazy us, we ringed 6-235-35-35 for KFC Delivery!hehe.*delicious* waited for de rain to simmer dwn a little. but doesnt look like it did? *sigh* nevertheless, we wen out at bout 4.. to Suntec again! ha.. cos i wanted to check out some stuffs thr. again, hard to find parking space! grr, im nt gg to park thr anymore! *angry*

by de time we reached thr, not much time to enjoy also. i bought my stuff, had dinner, den home sweet home liao. :/ a very simple Sunday, but i enjoyed it all, thank you for de company dear. =) gonna miss him beri much again, cos its field camp again! argh~ its for 1 whole long wk tis time! no calls too! sian!

[take care my precious. time pass v fast, im treasuring every moment i can spend wif u rite now. i noe you're gg thru many stuff which u dislike, im sorry i cant b of any help. it hurts to see u suffer tis whole process. most imptly, tk gd care of ur health n fitenss alrite, i'll b by ur side supportin u thru tis ordeal. will b missing u lots, like i always do. hope everythg wil go smoothly for ur field camp, i'll countdown to 7 days ok? love u beri much lao gong. biding goodbye to you always make me wanna cry.. i dun wanna see you go..=(]

P.S update pics next week. :)

miss u badly!

2005-10-21T11:38:53Z

bah~ i dun like Sunday nites. cos tml is a Monday. *sob* =( meaning its back to work. *sulks*

headed to PS yest, planning to get dear's stuff tt he ordered (lol) me to get fr Carrefour, for his field camp. it was a Saturday, so yea everywhere was packed like hell, kp bumpin into ppl..grr~

met Joanne for a late lunch last minutedly, since she had no plans too, and we haven seen each other for ages! :p lunch was @ Pastamania, yum yum! hee~ we chatted bout work.. bf.. life.. more importantly, de focus was on SCB (my prev workplc). heh. so bloody irritating, hearing wad she told me.. wad those ppl are sayin bout us etc. even wen we arent thr anymore, we're stil so 'popular'! haha. i tink we made a name for ourselves. LOL~

its really ridiculous la.. tis officer, after i left, kept comparing me wif de new ger hu took over me. she's been thr for 1.5 mths liao, but stil cant do de job alone ok. wen i wen thr, i was only given 1wk to learn, afterwhich, im alone! i cor for help, also no one help leh. aiya, no choice, i dun hav tt mei li rite. hmph~ now, 3 ppl are helping her.. wth?! there are many shitty things i heard, overall, that plc is really hell! actually, its worse than hell! de ppl thr are scary! cant b bothered since both of us hav our own jobs liao. *smiles*

we window-shopped, den headed to Bugis for short while. afterwhich, i left to mit my parents. while waiting for dem, i wen to de temple to pray, and blur me.. got to de wrong meeting place! *faint* i was at the OG Albert Complex waiting for my parents, but in fact, dey told me to mit at de Chinatown outlet! sheesh. *dumb dumb*

so after i finally met dem (lol), we spent our dinner waiting for practically 1 hour (lol). my parents wanted to try de famous claypot rice at Smith Street or sth... walk walk.. found it.. den tadah, muz wait for 1 hr! LOL~ we waited eventually, but meantime ordered other dishes to makan. *greedy* food was quite nice :)

got home, had to slp early, but being the gossipy-me, i was on de fone wif June til 1+. lol.. it was a nice talk tho. giv me a ring wen you're free ya! :)

i practically couldnt slp de whole nite after hanging dwn de fone. cos im scared i wun b able to wake up in time de nex dae. LOL~ so i jus kp tossing n turning till it was time for me to open my eyes. haha~

dear's mum came at 7 to pick me up, den we wen off to KAP Mac for breakfast. reached Safti ard 745, and hee we wen straight to dear's bunk! =) gee, he shoved sth into my hand, which he wrote sneakily in his bunk. bah~ a love letter. *blush* he's proud of it, kept pestering me to read it, so yup, here it goes:

To dearie,
Honey bunny, its been quite some time since we've started holding hands. It has simply been a magical journey. Now that im in OCS, cant spend a lot of time wif you. Now tt you're workin and schooling, time aint really our fren anymore. But thinkin bout de effort we put in now for a better future for us, im able to pluck up my courage and 'chiong' forth! its really tough here in OCS, a lot of mental pressure. Your side, i noe u hav work pressure etc. Lets 'chiong' togeda k?

Baby dun worry bout us after my NS k? worry bout how to handle our kids nex time wor. *smiles* and yes, ahem will come soon k? i promise wor. tk gd care of yourself wen im nt ard. I hav u in my heart as a mental support, thus u hav me in ur heart as support hor..

A notice from OCS took me away,
for 9 long months i'll be at array.
Lookin back on de times we had,
How can i bring myself to forget,
Jus to ease the lonely and sad.
Self-consolation doesnt seem to remedy,
Wish for u to be by my side, my sweet dede..
Its as if my life has only greens,
But one thing is for sure,
My heart has only u tt makes it gleam.
Endure and persevere I nid to succeed,
For a better life we shall be.
Fighting for my baby, my love and ur ahem..
Im willing to sacrifice these short 9 months..
So that you'll hav many ahems to come.. =)

Note: ahem - our secret code for sth

-continued fr above
wah i was amazed by tt plc, cos its really huge! wen rd driving n driving, and.. its really BIG. dear's frens are quite funny, hopefully, things go well yea. saw some of dear's officers too, wa lau, dey always forever damn serious lookin face one lo. lol.

we sat dwn in de MESS AUDITORIUM (the only air-coned plc), hearing wad dear had to 'complain' to us. LOL. ha, he's really a baobei, dear's dad came back wif 2 hp, askin him to choose which one he wans lo.. so goooddd! hee. dear has a camera fone now! *smiles* after tt, dear's mum showed us his dad's pictures, taken in New York. so nice! i also wan to go there!! geez. his dad even took wif Goofy! awww~~ only saw his dad a few times.. he actually bought a souvenir bk for me! hee.. *happy*

dear's dad had to return bk, cos his visitor's visa or sth lidat has expired.. he was actually offered a job thr, which pays damn well, but.. heard tt once u come bk to Spore (wen ur visa expires), in order to go bk thr.. u hav to pay 30,000! *faint* his mum was tokin bout some migrating issues (after dear finishes his NS), not sure of de plans, but oh my, migrating? *cries*

bout 10, dear brought me around de plc while his mum wen to buy lunch for him. wif de scorching hot sun.. wah, walk a bit aldy sweat. lol.. managed to see de different places tt he 'live in'. heh.

a computer inside dear's bunk! hee..

oops, i wanted to tk a pic of his bed, lol..

tis is where thr are many flight of stairs.. everyday hav to go up, go down!

the fish pond..

yea de area behind, is the OCS dining hall lor.. damn big..

dear and his fren, Mingyou. they always bicker wen dey see each other..lol..

heh, my precious one.

geez. OCS also got nice flowers to tk picture wif. LOL~

lookin from top to bottom..

gg up the flight of stairs..

to reach the Officer Cadet School! heh..

tis long long route, leads to another Wing aka Company..

thats de parade square..

dear and his buddies..

lastly, us! i am like de only one hu dress until so casual! far too casual until i feel at a wrong plc! cos everybody else was like wearing until so nice.. putting lotsa makeup, doin their hair etc.. im like, in shirt n shorts? and slippers! LOL~

thr was time allocated for us, we had to leave by 1130, so sad rite, only let us in a few hours. *sulk* dear's mum send me to PS, and i waited for an hr for my parents to come (cos we're havin lunch there..zz)! walked de whole of PS dunno how many times sia! lol.. legs screaming liao.
after shopping n only shopping (lol), i finally got home ard 7+. i nid a rest! damn tired~ came home, started packing my messy cupboard, cos mummy was complaining liao. =( it feels so much better, now tt it is neater. hee. *satisfied*

im missing u so much dear. being able to see u today really made my dae. tho it was jus a short 3 hours, i appreciate it! cant wait for u to bookout now! army is so unfair! hmph~ *missing u de moment i left*

P.S 2nd Oct seems like an auspicious day. i hav 2 frens birthday (Xintian & Joanne's bf), and its also Angeline's and cz anniversary. Hope u had lotsa fun babe! stay lovey-dovey always ok! miss u!